addicted to
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




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thank goodness the headaches stopped today. wonder if it was the green tea... was taking large amts of green tea during exam period. then i stopped. then the monstrous headaches came and almost killed me. but daddy thinks it's the stress. which could be true as well cos green tea isn't supp to give withdrawal symptoms now is it.

hur anyway i slept at 1am this morning doing econs tut (cos yestd i slept the aft away trying to ease the headache) yarh and i felt so sleepy in school :(

been feeling so lethargic. could be the change of routine. i think i've lost a considerable amt of muscle since biking up the hills to and back from school seem so much more challenging now :( hohoho.

was staring at chinese fireball when i came home from school today. he looked so sad and dusty and rusty. was reminded of how much fun i used to have with it on sundays.

roar much work to be done.

pammie's going back to aust tmr :"( wish i could've spent more time with her. in btwn my studying and her hot dates we didn't get to spend a lot of quality "even sibling" bonding time.. BOOHOO. will def miss her noise and cheeriness... PAM thanks for helping me with my work! :) nowadays whenever i get home the house is empty :( cept for daddy who's doing work. even prissy gets home late.. and terry's like never around. gah i'm rambling it's late. PENCE IF U'RE READING THIS I MISS YOU!

crap i really should be sleeping now..

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you